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~HELP~ Zak’s Play February 2, 2012

~HELP~ Is about a man who decided to climb a tower at Canobie Lake Park and jump. The following is a rendition of how those events took place…

So Zak’s production nights for his Freshman Play were the 1st, 2nd, and 3rd of February! Hollie and her mother went the first night hence the post about hanging with Jordan…

Brett, His Mother and I went the Second night, the 2nd. Zak ROCKED the house I will upload to YouTube and post the link watch for it! It is really moving!

In the mean time all I have to offer is pics…

Zak changed his voice and assumed his roll with perfection…

I am truly so very proud of him for doing so well in his roll. He has acted in a few school plays and even has done Act 1 Scene 1 for the last 3 years but this performance topped the charts! He can go so far with his talent and charm!

This was Zak’s First High School Performance! I look forward to his next and then thereafter…


The pictures follow!

Totally Random Thoughts…

As I sit here and take in the music, sung to me by one miss Stevie Nicks and indulge in some Merlot, while reflecting upon the day, the week, and life in general, I have come to one conclusion. Life is what it is. We can make it, break it, and take it, but in the end we have to deal with it as well. Recently I have lost my job of 10 years…so I found myself at a crossroad. Sometimes when at a crossroad we have to stop and ask ourselves why we have come here, and where we are to go from here. Forward is the only way I know where to go! I have been contacted by a prospective dream job that I will take as it is. or reject as it was, either way one of the best of the best called me back, that is fine with me, either way it may go from here.


I have altered my pictures to fit in a format to upload to a shop I plan to start up, I have listened to Stevie’s very enduring word’s and I have sipped my vino with volition, and circumstance as well as caution. I have also made perfectly sure NOT to get my hopes up, because as we ALL know when we do it all comes crashing down and is that much worse…To not hope sometimes is to relish in the win when we accomplish something… and then and only then is it so much better! So I will keep my head high and hopes low as I make this next step…but ensure my happiness either way! To protect oneself is the first priority…Go ahead and put other’s first and see what happens!


Life has a way of taunting us into believing something, or believing in a certain way That I don’t agree with or refuse to admit. Either way it is what it is. Am I perfect? HELL’S NO! Do I try? HELL’S YES! With this being said, I can also say that sometimes we settle for what we believe is our best… for example I spent 10 years in a place that tortured me, there was no room for growth, no room for self thoughts, or ambition, it was simply do this, do that, and we as good little soldiers followed…I have NEVER been a follower! Time to shine! Which brings me to life…


Life…”Well Father, do you have the rest of the week?” Yes I was brought up to be a good Catholic boy! Sometimes we settle for what is right in front of us despite whether or not it is right for us…so what do you do? Do you shelter them with your love and affection as I have? What do you get in return? Do you support them with your showering love and affection? What is in it for you? Do you put them first? DO THEY? Do you settle? Or move on? Do you change them or do they change you? Or Both? And if so why? Why not? Sometimes we need to take a stand and be ourselves and if noone can handle us then so be it! They weren’t meant to be…So Today I ask you this…What have you done for you? Nothing? SHAME ON YOU! As well as ME!  Today is the day!  Start living for YOU! If You don’t then what is the point at all?


At a Crossroad in life…


When you are at a crossroad in life, What do you do? Do you leap, and choose a path that best suits you or do you sit and think of your options? Do you wander blindly or ask for help if it is available?

I am at a LIFE CHANGING CROSSROAD…please help…I “KNOW” the path I should choose, There is just so much travel time…Not sure I have the time…Please help!!!

January 7, 2012

Sometimes who we are on the outside is a mask we wear. A Mask that changes without fail to our day to day and even hour to hour challenges.

“Sometimes it’s a Bitch, Sometimes it’s a breeze,

Sometimes Love’s Blind and sometimes It see’s,

Sometimes it’s rose’s, and Sometimes it’s weeds,

Sometimes it’s a bitch, Sometime’s it’s a breeze,

I’ve raised in with darkness and come out with treasure,

I’ve laid down with love and  I’ve woke up with lie’s”

-Stevie Nicks

Sometimes all we can do is exist, until it gets better. Sometimes we have to get better before we exist. We are who we are, and to mesh the two are pure Ciaos, Sometimes we get a break and sometimes we don’t. Sometime life just sucks and sometimes life just ROCKS! What will today be like?

I am somehow connected to Stevie, She sings of me after all…Have you heard “Storms” By Fleetwood Mac?

“Every Night that goes between,

I feel a little less,

As you slowly go away from me,

This is only another test,

Every night you do not come,

Your softness fades away,

Did I ever really care that much?

…Is there anything left to say?

…Every hour of fear I spend,

my body tries to cry…

Living through each empty night,

…a deadly calm inside…

I haven’t felt this way I feel,

Since many a year ago…

But in those years, and lifetimes past

I did not deal with the road.

And I did not deal with you, 

I know.

Though the love has always been,

So I search to find an answer there.

So I can truly win.

Every hour of fear I spend,

My body tries to cry.

Living through each empty night,

a deadly calm inside.

So I try to say Goodbye my friend,

I’d like to leave you with something warm.

But NEVER have I been a blue calm sea,

I have always…

Been a storm.

-Fleetwood Mac

Sorry to be a downer. I am who I am however! And Stevie Nicks and I are connected somehow…Good night all…